~9mm Matricide~

Skinny shaft boiling hot Each shot a reminder Smoking intentions forgotten Burning into murderous fingers One ricochet bouncing back A hole punctured through the heart Warming fluid revitalizes Screaming until silent... An ache gives way blinding Blurriness fades eventually Hardened criminals do time Unless they run fast enough... Catch up confidence Resist arrest... Confess the guilt It ran through this mind before Deader than cold can ever be... Failed actions deserted... Sons all kill their own mothers

~Ambition Over Adversity~

Take one's adversity
Learn from their misfortune
Learn from their pain
Believe in something
Believe in yourself
Turn adversity into ambition
Now blossom into wealth.

~Sweet Paranoia (A Marijuana Story)~

this smokey green leaf kiss
that floats around the air
In my room your not likely to miss
i lay on my bed, at the ceiling i stare
How and when did I get here?
What year, what month, what day which hour
eyes red and full of blood shot tears
this sweet paranoia that i devoured

as soon as i kiss this bowl
with lungs ready to inhale
i breath it all into my soul
hold it in and extend the exhale
erase my worries of the day
just after i get out of a hot shower
in this hazy mist i long to stay
this sweet paranoia that i devoured

roll it, pack it, breath it, live it
in my dreams vivid and real
through the long day oh how i miss it
yet hard to imagine the time it steals
and as i sit Indian style ready to cower
after it courses through me and heals
i always long for this sweet paranoia that i devour

whos there watching me?
outside my window i peak
i see no one creeping
man i need to take a leak

as my thoughts wonder aimlessly though my mind
in a maze of haze i get misplaced
i think about how lost i am inside
but this feeling of not giving in can not be replaced
and as i freebase this moist little nugget
oh how i long for thee sweet burning green flower
I pull the pipe to my lips and suck it
this sweet paranoia that i devour

~Mr.Rizzla~

Goo' mornin' Mr.Rizzla,

make me another thriller

med said herbs got me thinner,

i say fuck that silly thinker,

Mjs doc was the killer

thus this herb is my best healer  

snitches got me wiser

so let me a ruthless killer,

just another day skilla.

make time just a ticker,

tic toc am just a taker,

fucked goverment got me weaker,

drown that worry no deeper,

left to be a slipper,

goo' mornin' Mr.Rizzla,

make me another thriller

~Solitude~

am running a race
that to win is a choice
of temporary seclusion i chose
into the world unseen
under the trees i'll lie
isolated from the tides around
that rock this ship
of life we sail
unto the birds shall i sings
of ports painted with sins
onto innocence we did bring
cry thee not sweet clouds
no tears will be allowed
by such in a crude world
where hate does scream loud
sooth me you sweet breeze
cold comes and we all freeze
will be long before we all breathe
of freedom and all free
beautiful solitude you make me
see
life but another big sea
infested with demons and
unheard beasts
hunters of the unsung peace..

~Fantasy Lovers~

I'd like to see your hair
Ruffling in the breeze
I'd love to see your face
Smiling back at me
Touching and kissing your breasts
Giving them a squeeze
And finding myself inside of you
Kneeling on my knees

I've had dreams of sleeping
With you by my side
On a bed of water
Creating a tide
Again in a wild frenzy
Our bodies collide
Then after we've passed our crescendo
Letting it subside

I see not a thing wrong
With making love fun
Or making love with you
Underneath the sun
I will wait for the moment
We can become one
As more than lovers in misty dreams
Where our song is sung

~Nothing Can Ever Come Between Us~

Lets not talk of money
let us 4 get the world
4 a moment lets just reveal
in our eternal comadery
in my heart i know
there will never be a day
that i don't remember
the times we shared
u were a friend
when i was at my lowest
and being a friend to me
was not easy or fashionable
regardless of how popular
I became u remain
my unconditional friend
unconditional in it's truest sense
did u think i would forget
did u for 1 moment dream
that I would ignore u
if so remember this from here 2 forever
nothing can come between us.