~Miss Death~

I look at your face,

And Wonder what you want with me

'cause everyone wants something, no one hangs around for free

Your eyes ressemble an abyss , yet so sincere

And in your Mona Lisa smile I bask

As I wonder all the while

What's behind your pretty mask?

What's underneath,

This that you conceal... Angel, Spirit, Demon, Devil

Are you kind, angry, polite, vicious or just lost?

A brave heart or filled with fright?

And life is so confused

Its no wonder that the bulk of us are sure we have been abused,

So why don't you just cough it out

You can still whisper it, audibly to my ears full of life

Take of the guise that hides the truth,

Be honest just one time,

But the world is full of bullshit,

We all balance on the fence,

To risk a fall with honesty

I guess just makes no sense

But yet again I resfuse to go with you.

~What If ?~

What If...
I told you i saw things that you humans never see...
I watch myself sleep and hold conversations with my dead cousin,
Here voices that never exist, music that has never been made or written,
Would you still look at me the same way you do today?

What If...
I had dreams of shit before it happened and knew,
Knew more about the Bafomet than Jay-z or the late Amaru Tupac,
I've seen Heaven, Angels and got an inch close from seeing the face of God,
I can read minds...
Would you say am a weirdo or say that i'm a liar?

What If...
I am inhuman,
There is a world that i've been to and you will never see it,
Or if I told you my walls break I feel everyone around,
That i blow trees to feel a spec sane,
Would you hold sympathy, or call me a freak and kick me to the ground?

What If...
I told you these things I live with every second of everyday,
And no matter what I do or how hard I try they never go away,
I didn't know how pain feels like, the same with love till i found Nikki,
Would you take me to a mental hospital or term me a new age prophet?

What If...
I was from the unseen world i told you about,
I saw life forms unknown to man,

Would you ask questions and accept my explanation?

The look on your face tells me my thoughts were verified
I guessed you wouldn’t take my secrets well.

~Love~

You complete me,
like a test and your the final answer
Im a math freak,
buh you gimme binomial cancer

I write on occasion,
baby be my words so i can freelance ya

As my pulse escalates-
Like a mic to my heart, yo my enhancer

I know i sound corny,
then be the cob to my maize

hehe..

I see the the future boo,
and yo the orb to my gaze

Life drives by fast,
then lemme be the top gear you engage

I have trust issues,

that's cuz my heart's been in turmoil

Buh in my darkness yo the lamp,
baby lets burn oil

They say love is a disease,
then yours must be the pathogen

Infect me baby-
freeze my whole system like a dose of liquid nitrogen

Im a societal reject,
been looked down upon like that nigg from Notre Dame

Buh ertime am with u,
cyanide-
its hotter then

oh and..

Addicted to his daily doses
he is my liqour
pouring him out i only use tall glasses

He re-defines Gentle,
man knows what class is

Schoolin me daily,
Qarh'mau dictated classes

classic-
no matter where i run,his love always surpasses

(By Tha Floet.)

~Weed Sex~

This smokey room, dimly lit with my self-potrait in it ,

My eyes, bloodshot and am i suffering from hyphema?

Beside me a lady...staring at me as her pink lips kiss the unlit end of what seems to be a blunt ,

Her eyes resemble the break lights of a Carera GT ,
How much of this THC-carrying 'candy' did i consume?

We gaze at each others naked bodies....

My mind twirls as i feel my scrotum twitch ,

Suddenly she pins me to the wall... her nipples gently poking my above my abs ,

Our fingers intertwine on the wall i lean on ,

We kiss ,smoke from her mouth escapes through my nose ,

Wait a minute is that a unicorn peeping through my window?

I think i'm just seeing things....

The kissing continues as i carry her to the bed ,

We switch roles and she's suddenly on top ,

I thought i was in my room till i saw her sucking on a choclatey looking lollipop ,

I think i took her to the neighbourhoods' candy store ,

I suddenly feel my face go numb and i realize she giving me good head ,

I think she studied at Cambridge

Like i'm a stallion with a saddle on ,she wobbles on ,

I'm in the back handling my biz ,Tugging on her hair as i listen to her wheeze ,

Or is she singing?

No that's my cell phone ringing ,

Her body freazes like it being electrified and the covers underneath get colourfied ,

Julie Gishuru pants as she clutches onto the sheets ,

What am i exac'ly thinking?

Definitely i'm hallucinating ,

We puff on some more *cough cough* and more ,

'Moby Dick' must have suffered from curiosity 'coz after hours it had killed her pussy... cat ,

Simply we the new age Bonnie and Clyde.

~I Watch Myself Sleep~

He sleeps so sound in his bed,look at him ,

laying his head on his pillow case hands tucked under his chest ,

I'm here.....but then who the hell is in my bed?! am I dead?

its mealy a dream I guess, How is it possible to watch myself rest?

But now that I think of it, I'm not really asleep-staring down at him from the top corner of my room as I had perceived ,

was it a dream?

no, not such vivid imagery,what does it mean?can anyone tell me?

wait that cant possibly be me! or maybe it was, or maybe it is ,

or maybe my soul has left again and now I'm a wisp ,

so I tried to touch him but ended up clawing,After I noticed

my missing arms wrists hands and fingertips made me panic in their absence, I tried to call him but stuck silent...

attempted to wake up but couldn't move my eyelids ,

*_shrieks as I fell from it_* (Spiralling-spiiiirrralling-spiralling) I smash into him!
I wake in cold sweat......i'm back again!?

~Today's Thoughts~

So now i begin...

with the pen again...

to place strokes of ink on a blank page...

which is my stage...

that i have become obsessed...

in expressing my emotions and pain...

thru the rain...

i can remain...

sheltered in my room filled with happiness...

that blooms in the sky...

with my head held high...

i will overcome these obstacles...

which has placed itself in my way...

today, i began a new day...

on a journey to the unknown...

with the light God has shown...

so let me end this poem ,

because this new outlook has just begun!

~You're the One~

She's here to write her name .
On my skin with kisses .
In the rain, hold my head and ease my pain .
Paint me the colors of sky and rain .

I came to gaze upon the stars, when they were yet unborn .
I'm cold as a dying stone .
I'm out of cheeks to turn the other way .
Something I can hold on to at the end of the day .

A little too much in my hands when my hands are tied .
I guess that's why it's raining diamonds, sweet happiness in tears.
But to relinquish all our bindings, always finds us out of place .
If I rested here a while more, would you hold me to your heart .

If I knew what it was meant for, will I know to play my part
. I fear these shackles, like my darkness closing in .
I will hold out my hands .
I know you're the one .

When you're sleeping right next to me .
I know you're the one .
So when I hear you calling my name .
I know the good I've done.