~9mm Matricide~

Skinny shaft boiling hot Each shot a reminder Smoking intentions forgotten Burning into murderous fingers One ricochet bouncing back A hole punctured through the heart Warming fluid revitalizes Screaming until silent... An ache gives way blinding Blurriness fades eventually Hardened criminals do time Unless they run fast enough... Catch up confidence Resist arrest... Confess the guilt It ran through this mind before Deader than cold can ever be... Failed actions deserted... Sons all kill their own mothers

~Ambition Over Adversity~

Take one's adversity
Learn from their misfortune
Learn from their pain
Believe in something
Believe in yourself
Turn adversity into ambition
Now blossom into wealth.

~Sweet Paranoia (A Marijuana Story)~

this smokey green leaf kiss
that floats around the air
In my room your not likely to miss
i lay on my bed, at the ceiling i stare
How and when did I get here?
What year, what month, what day which hour
eyes red and full of blood shot tears
this sweet paranoia that i devoured

as soon as i kiss this bowl
with lungs ready to inhale
i breath it all into my soul
hold it in and extend the exhale
erase my worries of the day
just after i get out of a hot shower
in this hazy mist i long to stay
this sweet paranoia that i devoured

roll it, pack it, breath it, live it
in my dreams vivid and real
through the long day oh how i miss it
yet hard to imagine the time it steals
and as i sit Indian style ready to cower
after it courses through me and heals
i always long for this sweet paranoia that i devour

whos there watching me?
outside my window i peak
i see no one creeping
man i need to take a leak

as my thoughts wonder aimlessly though my mind
in a maze of haze i get misplaced
i think about how lost i am inside
but this feeling of not giving in can not be replaced
and as i freebase this moist little nugget
oh how i long for thee sweet burning green flower
I pull the pipe to my lips and suck it
this sweet paranoia that i devour

~Mr.Rizzla~

Goo' mornin' Mr.Rizzla,

make me another thriller

med said herbs got me thinner,

i say fuck that silly thinker,

Mjs doc was the killer

thus this herb is my best healer  

snitches got me wiser

so let me a ruthless killer,

just another day skilla.

make time just a ticker,

tic toc am just a taker,

fucked goverment got me weaker,

drown that worry no deeper,

left to be a slipper,

goo' mornin' Mr.Rizzla,

make me another thriller

~Solitude~

am running a race
that to win is a choice
of temporary seclusion i chose
into the world unseen
under the trees i'll lie
isolated from the tides around
that rock this ship
of life we sail
unto the birds shall i sings
of ports painted with sins
onto innocence we did bring
cry thee not sweet clouds
no tears will be allowed
by such in a crude world
where hate does scream loud
sooth me you sweet breeze
cold comes and we all freeze
will be long before we all breathe
of freedom and all free
beautiful solitude you make me
see
life but another big sea
infested with demons and
unheard beasts
hunters of the unsung peace..

~Fantasy Lovers~

I'd like to see your hair
Ruffling in the breeze
I'd love to see your face
Smiling back at me
Touching and kissing your breasts
Giving them a squeeze
And finding myself inside of you
Kneeling on my knees

I've had dreams of sleeping
With you by my side
On a bed of water
Creating a tide
Again in a wild frenzy
Our bodies collide
Then after we've passed our crescendo
Letting it subside

I see not a thing wrong
With making love fun
Or making love with you
Underneath the sun
I will wait for the moment
We can become one
As more than lovers in misty dreams
Where our song is sung

~Nothing Can Ever Come Between Us~

Lets not talk of money
let us 4 get the world
4 a moment lets just reveal
in our eternal comadery
in my heart i know
there will never be a day
that i don't remember
the times we shared
u were a friend
when i was at my lowest
and being a friend to me
was not easy or fashionable
regardless of how popular
I became u remain
my unconditional friend
unconditional in it's truest sense
did u think i would forget
did u for 1 moment dream
that I would ignore u
if so remember this from here 2 forever
nothing can come between us.

~Insomnia~

The fan blades on the ceiling spin
I stare trying to follow one around
It’s been hours since I laid down
Not being able to sleep let’s me think

My idle mind wanders creeping ideas
Pulling the darkest out of the shadows
I think about my neighbors, black trash
They’re disgusting filth, they should burn

I reach for my lighter and light it
The fire is promising like peer pressure
It antagonizes me to play with it
I flick the flame and it goes out gracefully

On the shelf in my closet is an old box
I pick it up opening the wooden lid
It’s empty except for a bitter smell
An instant contact hits like adrenaline

The urge inside burns like my lighter
I fight it and preoccupy myself
Posters, book, albums, anything
But nothing will help me conquer

I lay down again and close my eyes
Memories flash in front of me
I see an old girlfriend, pretty and young
Her body on mine, naked and loving

We roll tangling ourselves lust
Blinded by the pleasure we create
Immature feelings taking control
Not thinking of anything but us

My heart races and I start to sweat
Sitting up I grow anxious and annoyed
Night after night the same routine continued
Slowing I feel I’m losing sanity and patience

This can’t be healthy, always begging for rest
I reach for my knife and flick it open
Balancing it’s edge on my finger and flip it
Catching it out of the air by it’s handle

The pain calms me and the blood runs
Not a cry for attention but a cry for mortality
A show of weakness in an invincible state
One that will surely kill me someday

~Dance Of Tears~

When you become a part of me.
Through my tears and into my soul.
Not giving up even when the blood flows.
Caressing my skin while the passion grows.

Surrounding me you stand lovingly.
Taking over my body.
Splinters of dedication lay at my feet.
Hours of loneliness I must repeat.

Sometimes making it through the day.
Is like walking on nails.
The price to pay for devotion.
Fire flowing through my veins.

Dark walls that surround my mind.
A twisted vision blending into creation.
The dark gift weaving an untold rhyme.
Twisting the frames of my delicate mind.

Thrown out in this pale grey skied-utopia.
Forgotten remains of the thought.
Hide with me,sing the song of tears.
Like a stellar teardrop in the time.

Across the vast oceans of time.
My journey finally ends in my mind.
Where the ashes turn to dust.

~My Angel~

My sweet angel
Quite clearly you've fallen
A mere mortal child
You've fallen in love with
 
One sweet kiss
Has cursed you forever
You're my guardian
I love you, my dear
 
You cannot leave
It's not within your nature
You were born with a gift
And your wings show your love
 
So silky and smooth
You wrap them around me
In your warm embrace
My love, my life
 
I forget my worries
I feel so safe
Sing me to sleep
For you are my lullaby
 
We are two souls completed,
Two hearts found
But you are much greater
I don't deserve your love
 
I am lost without you
Confused with my life
I can not live,
Without my love
Which is you My Angel.

~A Medieval Knights Dream~

Having reached her limit
she stated, “I can bear it no longer!”
Her secret garden longed to be plowed,
as the earthy scent of lust grew stronger.

The nakedness of the gathering eve,
highlighted all things smooth and tight.
The summer humidity ever moist,
oiled all in the pale moonlight.

His battering ram at the ready,
yet there was hesitation on the rise.
Were his legions too soon unleashed,
hidden beneath loves disguise?

She felt his sudden shift in maneuvers;
realigning sword with sheath.
Then rejoiced as his urgency
announced the rush of sure breach!

But sure as fair damsels are housed in towers
awaiting princes on white steeds,
her gates stood attended;
denying loves unwarranted seed.

Was true, her drawbridge was raised and locked,
and with the key secured from sight,
realization swung like a broad axe blow;
her jealous knight would have his laugh this night!

As surely as dragons breathe smoke and fire
and this holy war will most likely see him killed,
in his mind he’ll see her every suitors dream
run headlong into this unyielding shield.

And so she bid a frustrated farewell
to Sir Erectus; foiled again.
While her good knight did peacefully sleep
with a most undignified shit eating grin.

~Ecstasy~

When I see you I just wanna hold u tight
kiss you and make passionate love til' the daylight.

lick you from navel to your neck
lie on top of you and feel your heartbeat through your chest.

With my tongue I stab in & out of your vagina like a knife
you scream "Oh My God as I bring your orgasms to new heights.

my tongue vortexes transports u into a sexual twilight
makin' erotic love deep into the night.

you climb on my lap and sit on my dick that’s hard as rock
when I insert I sense warm wet and sensitive to the touch

I feel your body tingle and twist when I find your g spot.
the sexual tension is hotter than a blazin' inferno

so hot u may neva kno
time begins to slow i can feel it, im bout to explode.

Inside of u like a bomb I erupt
What just happened was more than sex it was love.

Exhausted, we collapse on the sheets
Hypnotize in sexual ecstasy we drift off to sleep....

~Making A Difference~

The world offers everyone a golden opportunity,
In making life more meaningful and with tranquility,

Roses planted in each garden enhances itsbeauty,
Tendered with care, it continues to grow in prosperity.

Love makes the world go around in peace and harmony,
In places where man had fought with bitterness and hate,

A path of ugly destruction uproots its serenity,
That leads us to find answers to its morbid state.

A fallen world leaves us with many deep uncertainties,
As we investigate its torn threads and gather lost strength,

To build a bright future, in exploration of the humanities,
Thus, conquers our fears, as we celebrate in great length.

Man's knowledge and discovery of his inner and outer world,
Creates a playground for changes in the environment,

Be it a simple task that can alleviate human suffering,
In extending life its daily dose of peace and contentment.

Making a difference is a potential desire to be instilled,
As a personal trait to be fulfilled in each and every aspect,

Of the human race, in its vast culture and religion,
A solidarity given to all minds, open with love and respect.

~Fallen Star~

They could never understand what u set out 2 do instead they chose 2 ridicule u.When u got weak they loved the sight of your dimming and flickering starlight.How could they understand what was so intricate 2 be loved by so many, so intimate they wanted 2 c your lifeless corpse this way u could not alter the course of ignorance that they have set 2 make my people forget what they have done for much 2 long 2 just forget and carry on I had loved u forever because of who u r and now I mourn our fallen star.

~I'm Not a Star~

im not a star, somebody lied a niqqah play around with me, somebody die,

if i pass the dead remember me like Bin Laden. . .

fuck these niqqahs word to my unborn daughter

rappers is floppin just like some fishes out of water

i heard you talkin to em people man these niqqahs out of order

load up them ladders and hit these niqqahs in they face

lappin these rappers man they not even in the race

2k on my sneakers another 7 on my waist

its adomare on wrist to match whatever is in the safe

pull up to the club i got my niqqahs in the car

everybody strapped down we just dippin from the law

i aint runnin got say niqqahs know what tip em over.......